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Gilded

by Jade Jackson

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1.
Aden 03:47
I grew up my father’s daughter He said, “Don't take no shit from no one” You'll never see me cry ’Til now I've had no reason why I'm alone ‘Cause my baby, he's gone Ain't no place feels like home to me Aden, please Don't make me move on I've never loved anyone Can't you see you are tearing me apart? Don't you know you are breaking my heart? I woke up late this evening I went to bed this morning about nine Didn't get much sleep last night Funny what I've come to compromise I'm alone ‘Cause my baby, he's gone Ain't no place feels like home to me Aden, please Don't make me move on I've never loved anyone Can't you see you are tearing me apart? Don't you know you are breaking my heart? Had nothing when he left ‘Cept a pack of American Spirits I smoked them one by one As slow and steady as the sun I'm alone ‘Cause my baby, he's gone Ain't no place feels like home to me Aden, please Don't make me move on I've never loved anyone Can't you see you are tearing me apart? Don't you know you are breaking my heart? Can't you see you are tearing me apart? Don't you know you are breaking my heart?
2.
Back When 03:38
Do you remember when life was a spiral-bound, we were the pen? Before wishin’ we woulda used lead I thought of you, drove by the spot on the street on the way to the school bus where we used to meet and I lost my breath, just like when we were late and we were runnin’ I wanna go back to the post office, sort through the thrown away mail Back when we'd climb up on the roof of the old town jail Back when we smiled we were beamin’, and when we cried we wailed I wanna be the bird on the wire so many things I forgot to admire that to God was worth savin’ Time doesn’t whistle or rattle the tracks and you don't hear it coming or see when it passes and the ones it takes won't be window-seat wavin’ I wanna sit by you on the bench of your truck, drive out the old 58 Back when we'd listen to Hank Williams and stare at the stars too late Back when we smiled we were dreamin’, and when we cried we wailed I wanna meet you at the school after dark, let you push me on the swing Back when I thought you'd be the one to save up and buy me a ring Ya back when we smiled we were feelin’, Yeah, back when we smiled we were beamin’, and when we cried we wailed
3.
Bridges 03:59
I'd shoot out the sun if I had someone to walk in the dark with And I would give up my bed if I had a friend to sleep on the floor with Lord, when will my tides turn? Let me walk o’er the bridges I've burned Will my heart return to the hole in my chest where its love used to burn? Carelessness makes you cold, leaves you alone, afraid to grow old Lord when will my lessons be learned? Let me walk o’er the bridges I've burned Lord when will my tides turn? Let me walk o’er the bridges I've burned Cold, severed, and steel… has all that I feel gone away? Oh I, I’d offer my best, but I've nothing left to give away So let thy will be done for you knew my troubles before they'd begun. I'm tired of livin' this way Weary from hurt, Weakened from hate Lord, when will my lessons be learned? Let me walk o’er the bridges I've burned Lord, when will my tides turn? Let me walk o’er the bridges I've burned LORD, WHEN WILL MY LESSONS BE LEARNED? LET ME WALK O’ER THE BRIDGES I’VE BURNED LORD, WHEN WILL MY TIDES TURN? LET ME WALK O’ER THE BRIDGES I’VE BURNED
4.
I don’t care about things ‘cause they don’t care about me My skin’s a lot thicker than you'd think it’d be And I don’t need nothing to tie me down I don’t need no one to care should I leave town I saw the way they looked and I heard them laugh They couldn’t wait to talk until I turned my back Well I won’t be that bitter taste in their mouths So I ain’t never going back to your family’s house Waking up for the first time Is when you don’t stop running at the finish line Some things in life they stay the same And they are usually the things we’d wish would change So I won’t search for strength in someone else Cause I can pat my own back by myself Waking up for the first time Is when you don’t stop running at the finish line Waking up for the first time Is when you don’t stop running at the finish line I won’t worry about the roof that ain’t over my head Hell I’d rather sleep out under these stars instead And all the money in the world couldn’t buy me back Ah, the Lord knows I’m too proud for that Waking up for the first time Is when you don’t stop running at the finish line Waking up for the first time Is when you don’t stop running at the finish line
5.
Troubled End 03:41
He swung a stranger round the ballroom floor With every dangerous move, she craved more But it's too late to go back now Much too late to turn around He kept a shiny, blue gun underneath his dash And deep inside she knew their lives were gonna crash But it's too late to go back now It's much too late to turn around He took one look at her and knew she was the one She didn't know her troubled end had just begun He passed the exit to her happy home Wheels spinnin' wild down a lonesome road But it's too late to go back now Much too late to turn around It’s much too late to go back now Much too late to turn around
6.
Met him at the back of the bar on Saturday I said, “I don't drink” He bought me one anyway Sometimes I don't wanna act myself That night I longed for, something else Held it in my hands, I took a sip Two drinks down, cold whisky on my lips He was nothing but a good time gone He handed me a cue to keep me stable Colors of the rainbow spinning on the table Green felt, blue chalk, neon lights He saw it on my face, so he took me outside Red brick wall, I'm up against He had one foot kicked back on a chain link fence He was nothing but a good time gone Oh I wish time could come back to me Next thing I knew we're on the curb of the backstreet Every word he spoke so soft and sweet Swept the hair back off my face He had a look in his eye, one hand around my waist Yeah he came on strong cause he knew all along That we'd never have our first fight, we'd never have a song He'd be nothing but a good time gone We stopped at the willow outside the gate at the time well it didn't seem late The devil makes three, whisky makes four Jack then Jim, Evan Williams then the floor I'm still not proud, I said I love you out loud I wish I could take it all back somehow He was nothing but a good time gone Oh, I wish time could come back to me Oh, I wish time could come back to me Good time gone (refrain)
7.
Wish I could turn salt to sugar in the tears that are flooding my face Then maybe the reason behind you leavin’ wouldn't have such a bitter taste I wish I could give you my blessings Oh how does one give what they don't have? Sat down did sorrow beside me for blessed are the things that we lack I can't go back I've gone too far Got in a wreck and totaled my car And I can't escape or either go on The rails on the bridge were a little too strong The Lord says that I should forgive her for stealing my baby away He came forth to cast out my demons But in secret I asked them to stay Soon pain was only progressing And like smoke you can see but can't grasp It was whisking up feelings inside me that keep screaming you'd never come back I can't go back I've gone too far Got in a wreck and totaled my car I can't escape or either go on The rails on the bridge were a little too strong I can't go back I've gone too far Got in a wreck and totaled my car
8.
I'm somewhere in second gear I'm using my knees to steer Arms stretch to a blue sky Learning to leave our love behind She broke up with her love last week For sayin’ her sister’s name in his sleep Oh it wasn't the first time Learning to leave our love behind It's not hard to be unfaithful Ah, the things a heart is capable of It's not hard being unstable ‘Cause there's no guarantees in love There are no guarantees in love Flippin’ tapes in the tape deck She was rollin’ up and lightin’ up our cigarettes Red ash in the still night Learning to leave our love behind Gas station stops, Arizona Ice Tea cans Filled with shells of sunflower seeds We both cried when we reached the coast line Learning to leave our love behind It's not hard to be unfaithful Ah, the things a heart is capable of It's not hard being unstable Cause there's no guarantees in love There are no guarantees in love It's not hard to be unfaithful Ah, the things a heart is capable of It's not hard being unstable Cause there's no guarantees in love There are no guarantees in love (refrain)
9.
I wanna roll on over the whole world See every state and city line I wanna rev my engine ‘cause I'm ready He won't steady this heart of mine I wanna ride And see what's on the other side of the setting sun Oh please don't cry Boy, it's been fun But my motorcycle only seats one I gotta move like the waters in the river where the lakes and the ocean mix Please understand I feel my boot heels sink in quick sand baby every time we kiss So I must go and I can't move slow I guess you're paying for the things you've done Ah, understand boy, it's been fun But my motorcycle only seats one My heart was pitched, he swung and hit Left me standing out in centerfield Staring up holding out my mitt Trying to catch a love he didn't feel Diamond in dust I gave all of my trust When all he wanted was to hit a home run So please don't cry Boy, it's been fun But my motorcycle only seats one
10.
Gilded 04:06
There was a time when I was young I'd lie in the tall grass and stare at the sun Nothing to do but dig in the dirt Long before my heart learned how to hurt But you took those young days from me Unlatched the cage, set the wild bird free Your once golden heart gilded her wings Sent her flying to fall beneath White are the mountains that hold up the sky The river is frozen, the well’s running dry I stood in the bed where our flowers have died You stole the rose color out of my eyes Yeah, you took those young days from me Unlatched the cage, set the wild bird free Then your silver tongue gilded her wings Sent her flying to fall beneath You took those young days from me Unlatched the cage, set the wild bird free Then your silver tongue gilded her wings Sent her flying to fall beneath Yeah, you took those young days from me Unlatched the cage, set the wild bird free Your once golden heart gilded her wings Sent her flying to fall beneath
11.
Better Off 02:39
How are you so sure of what you have not faced? Ritual is flavorless There's something I can't taste Why are you trying to take the wind out of my sails? I need somebody who'll hold me if I fail And we both know you'd be better off without me And I feel so low Alone I'd be less lonely I realize that you can't comprehend If I don't make it now I'll lose myself again Why are you not trying to mend these broken wings I need somebody who'll smile when I sing And we both know you'd be better off without me And I feel so low Alone I'd be less lonely I've been awaiting a’ anticipating the words you'll never say Your lack of ambition gave me ammunition to take your breath away And we both know you'd be better off without me And I feel so low Alone I'd be less lonely Yeah we both know you'd be better off without me And I feel so low Alone I'd be less lonely

credits

released May 19, 2017

Jade Jackson – Vocals, Acoustic Guitar
Tyler Miller – Drums
Andrew Redel – Guitar, Piano, Mandolin
Jake Vukovich – Bass

Guest Musicians:
Sara Watkins – fiddle on tracks 1, 2, 3, 8, 10
Greg Liesz – pedal steel on track 4

All songs written by Jade Jackson and published by Rio Rita Music (ASCAP), except
“Back When” written by Jade Jackson and Jake Vukovich
© 2016 Rio Rita Music (ASCAP) / Copper and Rust (ASCAP)
“Troubled End” written by Jade Jackson and Mike Ness
© 2016 Rio Rita Music (ASCAP) / Goodbye Cruel World (ASCAP)
“Better Off” written by Jade Jackson and Tyler Miller
© 2016 Rio Rita Music (ASCAP) / Audio Statue (ASCAP)

Produced by Mike Ness
Engineered by Jeff Halbert
Mixed by Mike Ness and Jeff Halbert at Paramount Recording Studios, Hollywood, CA
Recorded at Groove Productions, Santa Ana, CA
Mastered by Pete Lyman at Infrasonic Mastering
Photography by Xina Hamari Ness

The guys and I would like to thank:
Our folks for not pushing us to be doctors and lawyers and such.
Mike Ness for believing in these songs and changing our lives.
Christine Ness, without you, this record would not exist. Thank you for being so nurturing, positive, and encouraging.
Jeff Halbert for pulling all-nighters and working your ass off.
Shane Trulin, Jeremy Fischetti, Taylor Mondak and the whole Relentless crew for being our guidance and glue!
Brett, Andy, and everyone at Anti- for all of your support.
Sheri Miller, for putting us up while we recorded; we will never forget your generous hospitality.
Thanks to Paige and AJ, the Condo Kids, Gary Greenburg for your lion's heart, Gila Zak for your brilliance, Social Distortion and Red Star Studios for helping launch this project. Thank you Greg Leisz and Sarah Watkins for your musical genius,Santa Margarita Community Church for letting us rehearse in your building, The Greek Cowboy for letting us rehearse in your garage, and the Santa Margarita residents for never calling the cops.
Thank you to all of our friends and family who've dreamed with us!
And finally, thank you God.
-Jade

Management: Relentless Artist Management, Inc.
Booking North America: Heath Baumhor at APA Nashville
Booking Europe: Paul Buck at Coda Agency
Legal: Gary Greenberg at Law Offices of Gary Greenberg

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