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Wilderness

by Jade Jackson

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1.
Bottle It Up 02:50
Life goes faster I'd rather be brave than what you're after babe It moves through chapters With no way to know what's on the next page Bottle it up the way we feel right now Whenever I get lonely gonna drink a little down Bottle it up the way you're holding me If ever I get lonely gonna pour myself a drink All your patience Winds down that road to frustration And all we've dreamt of Will crash and burn should it turn into love Bottle it up the way we feel right now Whenever I get lonely gonna drink a little down Bottle it up the way you're holding me If ever I get lonely gonna pour myself a drink I cross my heart I don't need a man's hands to open the jar Where I've captured and kept safe The things that I'm willing to share with you babe Bottle it up the way we feel right now Whenever I get lonely gonna drink a little down Bottle it up the way you're holding me If ever I get lonely gonna pour myself a drink
2.
City Lights 03:20
Last thing I remember Before things all went black The promise of tomorrow Vanished like the past I can't feel my fingers Breath swirls up like smoke Clouds draw back like curtains I'm ready to let go Yeah and I can see the city lights shining I can hear the cars drive by I wonder where they're going to Traffic flows like water Rivers, white and red Some roads stretch forever Some come to an end Yeah and I can see the city lights shining I can hear the cars drive by I wonder where they're going to Control can be an illusion Ropes me to my edge Free to feel my heartbeat Cold feet press the ledge Yeah and I can see the city lights shining I can hear the cars drive by I wonder where they're going to
3.
I been on the outside looking in I was always waiting, for life to begin And I feel alright now Ain't nothing gonna bring me down And I feel alright, yeah Whenever you're around There's a sense of danger So, I hesitate Keep my heart protected And keep myself safe And I feel alright now Ain't nothing gonna bring me down And I feel alright, yeah Whenever you're around Don't say that you love me 'Cause I heard those words before Don't say that you love me Only makes me want you more And I feel alright now Ain't nothing gonna bring me down And I feel alright, yeah Whenever you're around But don't say that you love me Say that you love me Don't say that you love me Say that you love me A swirl of confusion I'm in a daze Hoping that this time Ain't just another phase And I feel alright now Ain't nothing gonna bring me down And I feel alright, yeah Whenever you're around Don't say that you love me 'Cause I heard those words before Don't say that you love me Only makes me want you more And I feel alright now Ain't nothing gonna bring me down And I feel alright, yeah Whenever you're around Don't say that you love me Say that you love me
4.
Your skin is dappled in dark leaves Shadows cast by the moon behind the trees Windows cracked, lets in a cool breeze Wondering what the hell's come over me Should I follow my dreams or follow my heart How you've torn them both apart Moonlight, makin’ its way in It's not what's bright that's keepin’ me awake I close the curtains, shut the blinds But they're busted and the fabrics thin Nothin' lasts forever It don't matter how well it's made Should I follow my dreams or follow my heart How you've torn them both apart Should I follow my dreams or follow my heart And I'm hopin' that you won't be woken when my engine starts Oh, why Won’t somebody please tell me why I feel this way All I know how to say is I'm sorry, it’s over I don't wanna talk about it I'll be alright It hurts when I'm sober I don't wanna talk about it I'll be just fine But never has it ever been this hard to say goodbye Should I follow my dreams or follow my heart How you've torn them both apart Should I follow my dreams Or follow my heart
5.
Now Or Never 03:02
My heart is black and blue Hurt yourself, I feel it too Vacant eyes, do you see me cry Well I guess it was worth a try You've been at the bar too long Look around, your friends are gone Come home, I've been waiting for you Wondering why it all fell through Yeah, you ask me to wait So I wait, feels like forever It's got to be now or never I don't wanna wait for somethin' real Like a thief with nothin' to steal Fool’s gold fills an empty chest Broken love and bitterness Yeah, you ask me to wait So I wait, feels like forever It's got to be now or never
6.
Tonight 03:48
I've been here before And boys like you Make me wanna spend my nights alone I already know the end I never wanted you to walk me home I don't know what drove you in the state of my mind I think you should go You wasted so much of my time Tonight I don't want you Tonight Dark red, fragrant roses Would make anybody blush A warm embrace, a handsome face Could give any lonely heart a rush I'm confused But that don't take away my right to refuse If you let me choose I wouldn't do something that I don't want to Tonight I don't want you Tonight I don't need you
7.
Dust 03:20
From a hole in the curtains streams a blade of morning light I lie here restless with him dreaming by my side The dust is dancing as it sparkles and shines I got that same thing on my mind She was right, what she said, what she told me I'd become That I'd be just like her, I'd be nothing but knocked up by twenty-one I bear his child, and so therefore I must stay But I wish that I too could float away He'll wake up in an hour or so I'll pack his sack lunch and then off to work he'll go And maybe he'll kiss me before he says goodbye And I will wait to hear the sound of his engine before I cry Yeah, maybe he'll kiss me before he says goodbye And I will wait to hear the sound of his old Ford before I cry The dust is dancing still so weightless, so free Everything I know I'll never be
8.
Nine times out of ten I'll take my own cab home Thank him for the drinks and spend the night alone But when I feel as high as my soul does low The angel on my shoulder dares to show I take the long way home I take the long way home After all you put me through Love is just a liar by another name Lust is just a fire I've been tryin' to tame I fuel it if I must but keep the heat contained It's the winds inside my heart that fan my flame I take the long way home I take the long way home After all you put me through Yeah, I take the long way home I take the long way home Where I haven't gone is where you led me to Out here on this dark road I'm not even sure If I wanna make it to my door Lately it don't keep the peace That I need to sleep anymore Nine times out of ten I'll write my number wrong If I wasn't lonesome, how would I stay strong When depression's dark as the night is long A pair of arms becomes where I belong I take the long way home I take the long way home After all you put me through Yeah, I take the long way home I take the long way home After all you put me through And I take the long way home I take the long way home What I haven't done is what you made me do Nine times out of ten I take my own cab home Thank him for the drinks and spend the night alone
9.
Loneliness 04:35
It happened fast The reflection of our past I'm the stars, and you're the lake And my light bounced back And all of our tomorrows Fell behind And true love is just a treasure Too hard to find How come loneliness is something we don't talk about Broken promises, hardly ever spoke aloud I picture you now With your head in your hands Trying to breathe Trying to be a better man As she folds herself To the edge of the bed You wanna scream But say goodnight instead How come loneliness is something we don't talk about Broken promises, hardly ever spoke aloud I can't do this anymore Is my heart worth fighting for? When I was younger, days were brighter Oh how fresh paint fades Now I'm a little bit older And a little less brave How come loneliness is something we don't talk about Broken promises, hardly ever spoke aloud I can't do this anymore Is my heart worth fighting for? How come loneliness is something we don't talk about It’s something I don't talk about Something we don’t talk about How come loneliness is something we don't talk about Broken promises, hardly ever spoke aloud I can't do this anymore Is my heart worth fighting for? How come loneliness is something we don't talk about Broken promises, hardly ever spoke aloud I can't do this anymore Is my heart worth fighting for?
10.
Wilderness 03:50
I would lie awake in bed Pull the sheets over my head It's alright I'd cover up my ears and close my eyes I hope you find your way out of this mess And you surrender your pride Have no fear in your wilderness Through the darkness to the other side I can't handle all my stress To you, this I must confess It's alright Never know what I'll come home to find Maybe another memory to leave behind I hope you find your way out of this mess And you surrender your pride Have no fear in your wilderness Through the darkness to the other side It’s alright I am much too tired to cry Or sit around and watch you die And it’s alright Break of dawn brings morning light Do you even remember the night? I hope you find your way out of this mess And you surrender your pride Have no fear in your wilderness Through the darkness to the other side It’s alright
11.
Shiver 04:22
I thought I was tough enough So I took my turn In the warmth of the sunshine I got burned Baby do you want me back Cause I be coming home so fast You won't even know that I ever left You told me no water could Wash you clean of your sins You said you were faithless So then why'd you jump in Baby do you want me back Cause I be coming home so fast You won't even know that I ever left Shoulda seen those buzzards flying Maybe then I'd know our love was dying Loving you was like the river I couldn't help but shiver So baby do you want me back Cause I be coming home so fast You won't even know that I ever left Shoulda seen those buzzards flying Maybe then I'd know our love was dying Loving you was like the river I couldn't help but shiver Both you and the weather babe I know I can't change But even the weather will warn me with thunder Before it rains Baby do you want me back Cause I be coming home so fast You won't even know that I ever left Shoulda seen those buzzards flying Maybe then I'd know our love was dying Loving you was like the river I couldn't help but shiver
12.
Secret 03:33
I always thought I would ride off in the sunset Too afraid to leave And even more the chance of my regret I stayed too long Shoulda left my motor running Had to break down To break out of the shell I was becoming And all, all the walls inside me fell down I don't want my bones to be buried in this town I tried to scream in a dream But I was speechless I woke up in a cold sweat Dreamt that somebody told my secret I looked inside And I saw that I was empty I vowed then to cash in Any chips that stacked against me And all, all the walls inside me fell down I don't want my bones to be buried in this town And all, all the walls inside me fell down I don't want my bones to be buried in this town

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released June 28, 2019

Produced by Mike Ness

Engineered by Jeff Halbert

Mixed by Vance Powell at Sputnik Sound, Nashville, TN

Recorded at Studio 606 and Big Bad Sound, Los Angeles, CA

Mastered by Pete Lyman at Infrasonic Mastering

Art Direction and Photography by Xina Hamari Ness

Artwork by Audrey Jackson

Layout and Design by Trevor Hernandez

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